Current mood:

tired

now that I've been home for awhile...I'm finding that new (and weird) phrases are being used. No longer is it "I've been owned" or "I got raped" when you fail a test or get beaten in a competition. Now the phrase is "I got spanked"... my brother and his friends went to spear fish tonight and when they came back they described their experience as swimming in nipple high water. could've said chest high, could've said little lower than chest high, but no...they used nipple high. apparently the water was so cold that my brother said he could've speared a fish with his nipple. lol and and a new color of green is "piss green" not to be confused with puke green.

its amazing how one phone call can destroy or make your day.

my mom is having lots of fun showing my tattoo off to all our relatives and friends. one of my grandpas thinks its nice. one uncle wants me to tell his wife that its cool so that he can get one. one of my aunties was seriously grossed out. my cousins thought it was extreme, but cool. a variety of comments and warnings. i did have to remind my mom that I got the tattoo for me, not for her to show off to everyone else.

spent the day watching a korean drama called Winter Sonata. I'm in the middle of the series. its pretty good. slightly predictable, but still interesting enough to have me yelling at the characters in the middle of an episode. I enjoy watching the relationships that develop and love that beats all odds...but sometimes it just reminds me of how painful it is to love someone who can't love you back.

How can I still love you after all this time?! its been over a year and a half now! granted I don't agonize over you 24/7 now which is a great improvement. I guess I'll always love you. partially because you're one of my best friends and partially because...well...you're you.